Dilemma Between TEST and RESPONSIBILITY...

The moment i'm typing this blog ere, I really feel like banging my head against the wall. I could feel the stress is all over me and I'm buried under piles of works and responsibility without a small space or even time for me to breath. Damn.. give me a break man...

Recently I was elected as the President of the Biomedical Science Club in my Fac and i really feel the pressure on me. Well, to be frank, I knew I can handle this post and I've too the confidence that I'll be able to bring this club to glory. However, sometimes when i come to sit down alone in my room like now, I'll always have a dilemma in choosing to put all my effort into my studies or my club. I'd always tell myself that this is all just up to how well I could manage my time for both. Well, as I always say 'Action speaks louder than Words.' . When it comes to reality, it's hard for you to make a decision like that. I've handled and seen things and responsibilties which are a few times more than being a president of a club and I've taken up big responsibilities by handling accounts of the school, being the president of a club, secretary, treasurer and members of a few clubs at the same time, but, it just work well for me and I'm so proud to say that I've been able to maintain my results despite having all these responsibilities. I know deep down inside me why I have such a dillemma though I'm just holding a president post of a faculty's club which comparatively is just a small thing compared to the responsibilities by holding few major posts at a time in the past. I know clearly what is in me that makes me feel so uncertain. It is the RESULTS... Well, no doubt, the moment I step into the gate of university, I vowed to put in all my effort just into my studies. However, just like usual, things doesn't always appear the way you want it to be and somehow I got myself hooked up to few major post in my course. ITS IRONICAL RITE? I'm so glad that I've got a very good result in the previous semester. I would say that I'm really proud of myself cause it is all my hard work. However, the thing is that I really wanna maintain this result in my current semester and that is why I ended up in a dilemma. I'm always putting stress and pressure on myself to get a CGPA of 4.0 and that makes me feel reluctant to put in my soul into the club as I always do in the past. BUT, that is not me. That is definitely not me. I'm a person that will fulfill all my responsibilty to the best I can. Gosh.....

BUT GUYS, NO DOUBT K.

I'M STILL THE ONE I USED TO BE.

I'LL NOT LET ANYONE OF YOU DOWN and I'LL SHOW THE WORLD THAT I'LL WORK HARD.

I COULD MAINTAIN BOTH OF THEM AND MAKE IT ONE OF THE MOST GLORIEST MOMENTS IN MY LIFE JUST LIKE THE GOOD OLD DAYS IN VICTORIA INSTITUTION.

I KNOW DEEP DOWN INSIDE HERE THAT I CAN MAKE HISTORY AGAIN HERE!!!

Note: Thanks to all of you that supposted me all this while and especially my dear for always been there for me when I need you the most. Its you who made me realise what I'm capable of. I love you!!!

Different People, Different Behaviour...

Since the day I stepped into the gate of university, it seems like the campus is just exactly like a small community or a small world with all kinds of people, or I would say all types of people within its very own boundary of the campus. I was thrilled at times, in fact, shocked when i come across with some people that possess very very weird personalities which I would say I've not yet come across before in my life so far. Weird, but true, there are even such people that actually follows the daily routine of others like say their roommate. Does that sounds abit gay? Well, in fact, in my opinion thats damn gay and irritating. Anyway, I knew this person for some time and I did not really notice that he's such a person until i come to know a friend of his whom appears to be his rom mate reveals everything about him to me. Imagine this. YOu have a roommate and this roommate follows everything that you do till the extend that he will even eat the same thing as you. You would say that it might be a coincidence or something. but how do you explain this when the same thing happen for a week. Worst still, he can be so irritating that he can run down to the cafe to buy the same thing that you are having for your breakfast although they don't have it. Imagine that.... weird huh? Then, I came to know another friend that is an Indian from India. Well, I admit that i seldom talk to foreigners. However, I find him interesting and I feel so comfortable talking to him although he has this funny ascend from India. He's doing his PHD in my university and I find him really enjoying his life in Malaysia. He bought his own motorbike and from our conversation, I notice that he really enjoys travelling around the areas around the campus with his bike. The greatest findings is that I got from him is that he will never marry an Indian from Malaysia. Why? Simple, according to him, the way of life of Indian women in India and Malaysia has a great difference and well, I accept what he says though cause sometime I think people from a different land will definitely have a different way of life though they are from the same race or I should say they share the same culture.

Well, what could I say? Different people, different behavior.....

The Dead Boring Start of the New Semester...

The brand new semester had just started three days ago and everything just turns out to be boring and pointless. Every single lecture that i attended is no longer than 30minutes and every single lab i attended did not even get started after 30 minutes of waiting. Well, this is the fact happening to me recently where eat and sleep has become my daily routine in my college since i returned to this jail three days back. The saddest thing would be waking up from a peaceful and sound afternoon nap just to go for the afternoon class which turns out to be a class being cancelled. What the? Can anyone here understand my feelings? Funny, weird and awful... The universities' systems really gives me the feeling that primary schools or I would say kindergartens have better systems and calendar than universities. What a great shame...

Buck up Malaysian Universities...